Growing up ain’t pretty, and it rarely happens the way you expect. There are pretty parts to it, sure. For example, I really liked my prom dress. But, a lot of the time, those awkward years feel a whole lot more like WataMote (aka Watashi ga Motenai no wa Dou Kangaetemo Omaera ga Warui!, aka No Matter How I Look at it, It's Your Guys' Fault I'm Unpopular!) than, say, The Melancholy of Suzumiya Haruhi. And, unfortunately, there’s no rule that says you graduate from all those in-between feelings at the same time you graduate from high school.
Screenshot from WataMote ep 2. Tomoko isn't quite as popular as she'd hoped to be. |
Yes, I realize I'm not the only one my age who's in this position, even among my friends. But my perspective isn't always so clear.
A not so happy ending to a happy day in episode 2. |
I think you're actually quite mature in the things that matter, if not in worldly things. And as for feeling like an adult...it just takes time and experience. I didn't feel like an adult at 18...or 21...or even 25. I think I didn't really feel it until I had the responsibility of caring for a child, when I was TWENTY-SIX years old.
ReplyDeleteOn the other hand, there are 50 year old's that still basically act like children.
Thanks, Charles. :)
DeleteI don't think I'll feel completely like an adult for a while, but I'm more and more comfortable with my young adult status. No matter what, I think there will always be a little bit of childhood in me. ^_^